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Owens : Biography
Biography (courtesy
of Rocketown Records)
Dear Friends:
I'm writing today because rather than
the typical "bio," I
wanted to be the one to tell you a bit about myself, my story
and my new album, Beautiful. As I contemplate what to write,
I'm relaxing in the front lounge of a tour bus and preparing
to go on stage where I'll get to share my heart with a group
of people I've never met. I can't help but shake my head
and wonder how in the world I got here. I smile to myself
as I consider how blessed I am…My life is indeed beautiful.
For those of you who don't know my
history, I grew up as the oldest of two kids in Jackson,
Miss., where I started playing the piano when I was 2.
I lost my sight to a congenital eye disease around the
same time, but it didn't slow me down-just ask my mother!
For me, music was always a hobby. In many ways it was my
relief because it was such a great way to express many
of the thoughts and feelings I had trouble articulating.
In fact, I remember writing my first song when I was only
7 or 8 years old. When I moved to Nashville to major in music
education at Belmont University, I had every intention of
teaching high school music after graduation. Instead, I found
myself getting "discovered" by a friend who took
an interest in my songwriting. Long story short, I signed
a record deal in 1998 with Rocketown, an indie label owned
by Michael W. Smith. This unexpected turn of events brought
about incredible excitement and change. I could barely believe
that the music I thought I'd be playing in my living room
for my friends was finding a new home.
My first record, Without Condition, was a collection of
songs I'd written during the previous five years of my life.
Monroe Jones, producer extraordinaire, painted my introspective
journal entries into colorful pieces of music which helped
me to land a slot at the Nashville stop of Lilith Fair, a
show at Sundance Film Festival, and more work than I could
say grace over.
That first season of my career will forever be one of the
most memorable times in my life. I learned how to enjoy traveling
in spite of being a homebody. I learned how to engage people
in conversation even though I am an undeniable introvert.
And I got to experience the true joy of others' encouragement
when I was surprised with the Dove Award for New Artist of
the Year in 2000.
After two years of intensive training in all things singer/songwriter,
I realized how fast my life was moving and how exhausted
I was from always racing to catch up with it. I knew that
if I was going to continue in this line of work, I had to
take time to rest and refuel. So that's exactly what I did.
I spent several months doing nothing but writing new songs.
Something More was then born. It was more experimental and
edgy than its predecessor, but it was an exciting accomplishment.
About eight months after Something More's release, Margaret
Becker produced a more acoustic, live-like EP for me called
Blueprint. I've spent the last year and a half traveling
and sharing the songs on these projects with all those who
dare to listen, and I couldn't be any more grateful for the
opportunity to do so.
Now, another year has passed, and I
can barely believe I've just completed my third full-length
project. I might be a bit biased, but I think it's my most
exciting musical accomplishment to date. To me, Beautiful
feels like a comfortable pair of jeans—I'm content and relaxed each time I wear it,
and I like the way it looks on me. It reflects my lifelong
musical influences and reveals some of my deepest thoughts
and struggles … all the things I love about singing
and songwriting wrapped together in one package.
For describing this record, I've coined
the phrase "old
soul." While the record has a decidedly R&B flavor
born out of years of listening to everything from Stevie
Wonder to rap, its lyrics are very much about my maturing
process. Many of the words and melodies are simple—not
unlike my previous projects—but lots of them were born
out of the more seasoned corners of my soul.
I spent most of Spring 2003 traveling in a van so I had
a lot of time to work on songs, to really consider words
and mull over melodies, to think about what I wanted to say
and what was important to me. Just like when I was a kid,
I still tend to write about the things I'm not great at articulating
in conversation, especially how my life relates to my faith.
What does it mean to believe and trust in God in a world
where things generally don't make any sense? How do I fit
into God's greater plan? What does it look like to search
for hope? Why do we all continue to chase things in this
life that are ultimately meaningless?
I've also found myself really struggling
with how important self-image is and what that means for
me. I've always been the girl who goes out without make-up,
wearing a hat and not thinking about "beauty." But as I've gotten
older, and further along in a career that places a high premium
on image, I've become very aware of how important these things
are to other people. It's really caused me to wrestle because
I don't know if I meet the world's standards for beauty or
for anything. However, I've come to realize that those things
aren't what make me who I am—I am defined by something
else, something far greater. It's the idea behind "Call
Me Beautiful," and a large part of why I wanted to title
this album Beautiful.
You'll also hear a lot on Beautiful about trusting and change,
two areas in my life that are a constant challenge and yet
two things I seem to be continually called to face. Isn't
it funny that the way we grow the most often comes out of
the darker periods of our lives? Well, those periods are
also often what drives me to the piano. And from my own times
of growth and struggle, I'm learning many lessons about life.
Though I can't say I know all the answers to my questions,
I am beginning to understand that true joy comes from realizing
how beautiful this journey is. It is beautiful not because
it is perfect, but because it is dangerous, mysterious and
wonderfully exciting all at the same time.
I find myself able to embrace life
and see it as beautiful when I look to the One who created
ultimate beauty. The songs on this project represent my
quest to know and experience even more of what He intends "beautiful" to
be. It is my hope and prayer that the lyrics and melodies
you find here will encourage and inspire you to consider
seeing life this way-as the ultimate beautiful blessing
from God.
Blessings,
Ginny Owens
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