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Home: M : Matt
Brouwer : Biography
Biography (courtesy
of CCM Planet)
I grew up in an eastern Canadian town
called Truro, in Nova Scotia. I'm the sixth of seven kids
born and raised on a dairy farm in the country. My family
has had a huge spiritual influence in my life, due in part
to a tragedy that happened early on. When I was three years
old, my father was killed in a car accident, leaving us
with a farm to run. I've seen first hand how suffering
and brokeness can unite people to literally lean on God
for strength. Even though I’ve
been angry at God, and doubted whether or not he could
exist at all, he is the only father I've ever known, and
I've felt his presence in my life since I was really young.
Music and spirituality were always connected in my family.
I grew up in the church singing in choirs and groups, but
it wasn't until high school that I got more serious about
it. I auditioned for a school play in grade ten because I
had a crush on a girl in my class who was into music and
drama. Somehow I landed the lead role opposite this girl.
I was really excited, but as soon as we started rehearsing,
I realized what I had gotten myself into - I even had to
sing a solo! It was the scariest thing I had ever done. I
can remember sitting backstage before my song and thinking,
'I'm such an idiot, if I ever get through this I'll never
do anything like this again.' Well, I never did get the girl
in the end, but I fell in love with singing instead.
During my first year of college, music was being affirmed
in my life more and more as something to pursue. I was writing
songs, but I was afraid to play them for people. I was eighteen
and so far away from home. I felt like a really small fish
in a huge ocean I was unaware had even existed until that
point. Soon my friends dragged me to a coffeehouse on campus
and basically told me to get over myself and play my songs
for people. I remember being so scared up there and at one
point during a song that I was playing on my keyboard, a
fuse blew in the building and my keyboard lost power as I
was singing. I was so embarrassed and thought I had totally
made a fool of myself. After I was done, I opened my eyes
and the room was full of people who were worshiping God with
the music. I had never thought about leading worship before
that night, but for months after, people came up to me and
told me how they had been moved and that God had used my
songs to bless them.
The next year I transferred to Prairie Bible College in
Alberta to study music. It was a great place because there
were so many young and creative musicians with big dreams.
In the spring of that year, we started a worship night called
mnw (Monday Night Worship). It started with a conversation
a group had about our hunger to not only know about God,
but to begin a journey of actually knowing Him. We started
out with about 20 people coming out to participate. We didn't
know exactly what it was that we wanted to see happen, we
just knew we wanted to see something happen and worship God
with our music. Soon there were hundreds of kids showing
up every week longing to experience God in a fresh way.
I graduated from college in the spring
of 1998. mnw had grown to the point where we were getting
a lot of requests to play at other colleges and church
worship services. In April 1999, we hit the road for a
tour that would end up lasting an entire year, but we really
didn’t expect
it to amount to much more than a short term, post-college
ministry tour. God certainly had other plans. It wasn't long
before we were receiving letters and emails from record companies
in Nashville. In one month 5 major Christian labels contacted
us. I ended up signing a solo deal with Reunion Records in
September 2000 with the members of mnw choosing to have the
freedom to be in my band without any strings attached.
My new album, Imagerical, is born out of the community we
shared as mnw. All the songs are expressions of worship to
God from our experiences together as a group of young people
whose faith was becoming real for the first time. As I was
recording the songs, I felt that. This album is not about
me. True worship involves the community, trust, and shared
experiences we find ourselves a part of. I want to take that
with me. I hope when people hear this record, they sense
that this music is inclusive. It's not only about listening
to it, but rather being a part of it. To enter into the spirit
of daily giving glory to God and exalting the name of Jesus
with our lives.
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